Monochroact - きりたんP [doriko]

music＆ lyrics: doriko (きりたんP)
illustration: nezuki 

{ Lyrics |

!~Romanji~!

Wasure te yukeru donna kizu sae
Akireru hodo utsuku shiku

Nemutta mama no kokoro ga itamu
Gimon dake ga me wo samasu

Onaji kao shita
Ai wa ira nai
Kagami no naka no
Koi wa maboroshi

Aza yaka na kako
Yasa shii kotoba
Sonna yume yori
Dareka ima shinjitsu wo

Kudasai

Ah dare mo inai konna sekai de
Watashi wa naze naite iru no ?
Miageru sora wa haruka na kodoku
Tada iki ba no nai omoi no sugata

(Mune ga itai)

Onaji iro no naka wo oyogi tsuzuke ru ishiki
Imi no nai kotae to shiri nagara uke ire te
Anata wa

Shiawase ?

Ah sugi sari shi hi oki zari no uso
Gimon darake no kao wo mita
Kore ga shin jitsu ? Kore wa maboroshi ?
Sashi dasa reru te ga watashi wo kowasu

(Mune ga itai)

Ah ai sare tai ai shite mitai
Watashi wa dochira wo nozon da ?
Kizu tsuite iru kizu tsukete iru
Sono dochira mo ikiru koto

Ah hitori kiri no yoru wa ake nai
Kedo tashika na koto
Watashi wa ima mo sagashi te iru

(Mune ga itai)

!~English~!

We can make tragedy better than what it was

Forget the fact and leave behind. 

My heart is still sleeping with a fatal wound

But the doubts inside me are rising. 

I don't want to fall in love with you

'cause I realize that you're never real. 

Vivid memories, words of sympathy

I hate those dreams I just want to know the truth

Tell me someone ! 

Ah, there's nobody in this lonesome world

I shed tears and I don't know why

I can see the sky beyond the solitude

My love has no place to go no matter how hard I wish

Oh, my heart hurts... 

Crawling in the same space

I lost my consciousness

Faint away... 

An answer doesn't satisfy

Please think about when you've got it

I don't think that you can stand

Ah, past times, whatever stays is lie

I can't help doubting it never stop

Is this a reality ? 

Is this an illusion ? 

You betray me again and my heart is torn apart

Ah, my heart hurts

"You lie to me... Your words are never real... 

What do you think deep inside your heart ? "

Ah, do I want to love, do I wanna be loved

I can't remember which I have chosen

Somebody hurts me, I hurt someone

We both are living our lives

Ah, I'm alone and I feel the day never dawn

But I believe that you're still there

So I'm searching for... 

The love that doesn't exist

So my heart hurts